This winter

This winter has definitely been putting in the time for the worst winter of my life. It's a super close race between this and last winter where I sat in Gainesville unemployed for 6 months panicked about money. At least that winter I had little things to help pick me up. This winter has been practically all down hill. I would never have imagined things getting so bad in December. I wish I could go back and do it all over but I can't and I am heartbroken and hurt. I've got 12 days left and then its back to solo after spending so much time with Jordin. I am going to do my best to stay strong, but I know I am not a strong person. I don't know what this summer will bring, but I pray its blue skies. I could really use some of those.